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Thursday, April 2, 2009

I've been doing a lot of crying lately, since Monday actually. Needless to say I do more crying today during the lesson. I recalled crying all through level 3 last year while doing Angel Miracles 3 with EJ. Only this time the crying started early from level 2 (Angel Miracles 2). Hope I'm done with it by the time I finish level 4.

I 'm beginning to think that I did not come all the way here just for the course. I believe it is a combination of the course, my own personal journey and healing. Healing of the soul, healing the grief of the lost of my love ones and heal myself. It was hard, the messages received, some past lives detail being disclosed. It was difficult and a little shocking, but it was necessary.

I think, I have pushed away grief for the longest time. All these while I thought that I'm done with it. I thought I had grief over it and is now ready to move on. Maybe I am wrong, I did take time to grief. But I was not ready to let them go. I hide them in the corners of my heart. And now that I'm here, they wouldn't let me continue stoving them to the deepest recess of my being. They want out. They want me to let them all out! I don't know how am I going to cope with this, but I will survive somehow, somewhat, with God's Grace.

Okay enough of that now move on to something happier. My classmates talent are astonishing. They are amazing, I am so impressed and humbled by their gifts. They did very well today doing the mediumship. They can pick messages, things they used to do, stuff that belonged to them and etc. They are really very good. They energies in the class today were very heavy with the mediumship going on. I fell into very deep sleep during the meditation and atunement. I think the angels are doing a very heavy duty clearing and healing on me. I'm going to do a little healing on myself later, and I hope I will feel much better tomorrow. Tomorrow here I come!


~ grace your [life] with light