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Monday, April 27, 2009

The Big Experience

Last Saturday and Sunday had been a very busy weekend for me. The Body, Mind and Spirit Expo had been great. Valuable experience had been gained those 2 days. I did some readings, networking with other practitioners, catching up other practitioners and some ex-classmates. It was great, I couldn't asked for more.

Best of all my siblings turned out, what blessings. It was very tiring but a very good experience. I did not expect to take such a big step forward, but I did and had done so with quiet and firm support from some of my sisters. I owe what I have now to my family, my friends, my teachers and mentors and the Divine.

Now the dust had settled, it is time to reflect and continue with my spiritual education and homework. Education is a lifelong process, every journey is a learning exercise. It is up to us to make good of every lesson that we come across.

For me I am grateful for this experience and it is amazing how my siblings come together in their own way to show their support for me. I am truly blessed, loved and supported both by the Divine and my love ones. Thank you very much. I am both humbled and most grateful.


~ grace your [life] with light



Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Countdown to My 1st Big Public Event

Talking about timing, my dear friend (insurance agent turn friend) couldn't have been more supportive and responsible. I asked her more than a week for help with transport for the expo, which she agreed without hesitation. This morning she promptly called me to ask what time can she come to pick me. That's simply WOW. She is amazing, a few of my siblings including me always held a quiet respect for her. Today, she proved again why she deserved that respect from us. Of couse we valued her friendship too. She's one friend you can always count on. I am just so grateful to have a dear friend like her. Thank you very much.

When we start feeling grateful and appreciative of the people, the Divine will turn up some more people for you to be grateful and appreciative of. Some are people you are already happy to have, so it is just a reminder to keep that grateful and appreciative thoughts and feelings both in mind and in our heart.

Mindful of our blessings in lives is also a form of living in NOW, as in Zen teaching. This is the very moment we create heaven or hell. So my dear friends what do you choose?


~ grace your [life] with light



Tuesday, April 21, 2009

A Little Mishap the Week of the Expo

What a day for me! I'm getting all excited about this coming Body, Mind & Spirit Expo and my printer chose this day to break down. Ahh.......... now I could not print my flyers............ I updated this experience on my Facebook and in less than an hour my friend and spiritual support mate call me to pass me a contact to have my stuff printed.

Talk about Angels, they are God send indeed! How can I not be grateful and appreciative? Of course I am! Thank you Lord and the darling angel you have sent my way. Thank you very much.


~ grace your [life] with light



Saturday, April 18, 2009

Getting Ready For My 1st Expo

The expo is about 1 week away, and its the 1st time I'm kind of going public with my wares. There's poster, flyers, name cards and website are to be nicely readied and setup. I think I'm getting into the nerves of my poor nephew and his girlfriend. You see his girlfriend has been assigned to help me with all the above. This new blog skin was lovingly done by her too.

My nephew had assured me that the name cards, poster and flyers will be ready on time. That mean only the website is outstanding. I think there will be something on the web, I hope some basic information, while the rest will be filled in as we go along. What am I feeling right now? A bundle of nerves!!! Haha..... only sometimes, the rest of the time I am occupied by work, daily staffs, phone calls, reading and replying emails, doing research and more exploration.......... Of course checking with my nephew and girlfriend on the status of my project. I hope I had not been too annoying.

This project of mine had turn up to be "mini family affair." 2 of my sisters, a 10 year old niece and my sis domestic helper had been roped in to help to choose the layout, colours, etc, etc & etc. Its fun how we bonded, pass comment and cast vote for our personnel favourite. Ultimately, the final decision lies with me as it is going to be my baby. 

Whatever it maybe, I am going to enjoy myself in this expo and catch up with other healers and learn new modalities and of course make new friends. I just hope that my poor nephew and his girlfriend will bear with me till after the expo. Before I end this I just to say thank you to nephew and girlfriend for all the help. Thank you very much.  

    


~ grace your [life] with light



Sunday, April 12, 2009

Finally my spiritual trip to Adelaide has ended, it was time to go back to Singapore. The whole time while in Adelaide, I seemed to be living in a time wrap, finally it was time to go back into everyday reality. My most priceless moment had to be the new found friends I had made in this trip. It is not everyday that you get to meet like minded people or like spirited people. In Adelaide I had found some, and I am grateful for that. These are priceless gems. I hope that we can still pursue this friendship via long distance.

As usual, I woke up early and began to prepare for the trip home. The day went well, at least it seemed to go well until the trip to the airport........

I found myself sitting next to weird men the entire day.....sign... it started with the strange taxi driver in the morning. Next, I found myself seated next to weird man in the plane! He started drinking the moment refreshments were served. We gathered that he probably had finished more than one bottle of wine before we reached S'pore.
The wine soon worked its way into his system, he started talking and laughing to himself. His head phone were blasting away, imagined my friend seated next to me can hear the content! He had us worried about our safety. My friend alerted the crew to stop serving him wine and to keep an eye on us.
I felt so unsettled that I escaped to the loo and asked the Angels and Divinities for help. I kept calling Michael to pour bright white on the 3 of us, Angels and Divinites to kept us safe. A while later the man seemed to be more calm and he realised that he had been drinking hard! He switched to drinking some water, that was an improvement. I can't thank the Angels and Divinities enough.
Finally the sweetest event of the day, my dear 4th sister fetched me home from the airport. Life couldn't be better, I'm so blessed. Thank you for all the love and protection, thank you very much.


~ grace your [life] with light



Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Adelaide Day 11

That's it, today the last day of my spiritual development course in Adelaide. Tomorrow I'd be heading back to Singapore and everyday reality.

It had been a good experience, it was very intense, doing so many level together. There was the clearing I went through, and many many more I learn from people around me.

The notes, lessons, advices and memories were all stored somewhere within me. There were some more photo taking, hugs and goodbye exchanged. And I would be bring 2 Angels back with to Singapore, Archangel Gabrielle and Uriel. That would also mean excess baggages!!! I hope they wouldn't charge me.

Its been a beautiful experience. I have a great room mate, who so unselfishly share with her experience. She's really great.

I would be going back to Singapore with more than a bagful of memories and experiences. I am going back with some dear new found friends as well.
Heaven could not have been more kind. I am very Blessed and Loved!


~ grace your [life] with light
So today is 1st day of the teacher course. Wonder what I'm getting into??? It felt kind of strange suddenly the class size was reduced to 3 students only. I was used to the bigger crowd from the earlier classes.

The day went rather except for the information that we had to deal with, now I know that's why it was the teacher's course! There were Q&A with regard to teaching, and practical on how to do the energy work. All I can say was practice, practice and more practice! I mean I had to do all the practicing before I start a class. And the weather had certainly turned chilly. I hope I would make pass this chilly weather.


~ grace your [life] with light



Sunday, April 5, 2009

After an unsuccessful attempt yesterday, I prayed for a smooth day. The Angels could not have loved me more, I had my prayer answered.

I managed to channel. That crystal ball I bought from Eternal Spirit (where the courses were held)
was powerful. I was blown away. He (the crystal ball) chose to show now strong he is while we were receiving the atunement. My hand were shaking from holding the ball. His energy simply vibrated and travelled from hands, up my arms and finally my body. I was shaking the whole time during the atunement. That was some experience.

We had practice session with crystal ball assisted reading with the use of the Kabalah tree. That was something new, we are doing reading without cards! Hey what we are doing is called channel reading. That's cool, so cool. The best is to discover that I managed to do it! Thank you Angels, thank you very much indeed.

Later we had to do public reading and once again thank you Angels I managed to gain some confidence back when I do alright. I so thankful that the classmates receiving the reading were pleased with it. I so grateful for that. I'm in tears again but from the love from the Archangels. Their messages were so loving.

Finally we came to the end of level 4, that mean goodbye, lots of goodbyes because only 3 of us are going on to level 5. I missed them all, they are so talented and wonderful. I missed Angel (change the name), she's our personal Angel sent by the Archangel. She is so kind and so helpful. I'm going to miss her big time. All my classmates, all of them are very very gifted. They are really so good regardless of ages. Our ages varies, young, mature or senior they are very good.

Some of us went for dinner, then there's more hugs and goodbyes exchanged. We have all enjoyed ourselves and hope we'll stay in touch.


~ grace your [life] with light
This day I would be doing level 4. Hmmm... never done it before and I was not thinking about it too much. Some of my classmates seem a little nervous because we are going to do public mediumship. So how did my day went?

I did began to feel a little apprehensive, because I was not sure about this too. It started okay, I supposed, managed to out something. Then we proceed to pet mediumship, that was a little fun actually. I picked out a tortoise, whose sticked out its head like a "S" sign. I laughed when that appeared and it turned out that turtle is still alive and kicking! And we are supposed to sense pets who gone over to the side. However finally did manage to touch base with some. Thank goodness for that.

That was all I can managed, because when the last practice came I could not tune in successfully. I did pick up about 2-3, but none of my classmates were able to identify them, and one of them kind of wandered in because we were doing mediumship. I thought I picked up a boy, but he was gone very quickly. I sensed some around a classmate, but can't quite tune in. I sensed another around another classmate, but decided to skipped it because that classmate did not need to go through it again. Its too painful and too trying already.

In the end i'm the only one who can't pin down one nicely. So how's my day? It down right not good, but its the way it was. I still struggling to cope with my emotion and healing. I needed some time alone. That's what I did. I prayed for a better morrow, because I do not need to go through another rotten day again.


~ grace your [life] with light



Saturday, April 4, 2009

The internet went down again yesterday. Trying to use the internet is a little of luck, you either get it or not at all. Once you manage to secure an access, waiting for the page to load up is another matter altogether. It takes ages to load up a web and do searches. Patience, trust me, you really need over here.

While I am typing all this down on this page, I'm still waiting for my gmail to load to check my mails! Mind you I've waited about 5 minutes just to get to this page! Yesterday was Friday, it was the only in the entire week that the Central Market stays open till 9pm. We dropped our bags in the hostel and make a beeline straight to the market. Oh yes I forgot to mention that we had a new classmate all the way from Malaysia for Level 3. Great finally a male classmate, guess what, he checked into the same hostel as us.

The lesson went well but I wasn't able to do much channelling. Anyway I will sort out myself somehow.


~ grace your [life] with light



Thursday, April 2, 2009

I've been doing a lot of crying lately, since Monday actually. Needless to say I do more crying today during the lesson. I recalled crying all through level 3 last year while doing Angel Miracles 3 with EJ. Only this time the crying started early from level 2 (Angel Miracles 2). Hope I'm done with it by the time I finish level 4.

I 'm beginning to think that I did not come all the way here just for the course. I believe it is a combination of the course, my own personal journey and healing. Healing of the soul, healing the grief of the lost of my love ones and heal myself. It was hard, the messages received, some past lives detail being disclosed. It was difficult and a little shocking, but it was necessary.

I think, I have pushed away grief for the longest time. All these while I thought that I'm done with it. I thought I had grief over it and is now ready to move on. Maybe I am wrong, I did take time to grief. But I was not ready to let them go. I hide them in the corners of my heart. And now that I'm here, they wouldn't let me continue stoving them to the deepest recess of my being. They want out. They want me to let them all out! I don't know how am I going to cope with this, but I will survive somehow, somewhat, with God's Grace.

Okay enough of that now move on to something happier. My classmates talent are astonishing. They are amazing, I am so impressed and humbled by their gifts. They did very well today doing the mediumship. They can pick messages, things they used to do, stuff that belonged to them and etc. They are really very good. They energies in the class today were very heavy with the mediumship going on. I fell into very deep sleep during the meditation and atunement. I think the angels are doing a very heavy duty clearing and healing on me. I'm going to do a little healing on myself later, and I hope I will feel much better tomorrow. Tomorrow here I come!


~ grace your [life] with light



Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hooray no lesson today! Now what should I do today? It's laid back time of course. After 4 days of back to back intensive days it's nice to wind down. The problem was I still woke up early, before 8am.

Anyway I took my own sweet time to gather my wits together. Next head for a morning shower as usual then it's breakfast time. Boy I'm hungry today, so hungry I eat proper breakfast, lunch and dinner today and even squeeze in some snacks. I think if I'm going to eat like, I will soon put on those weight that I have lost over the last 4 days.

Found something interesting today, the ticket for the tram ride went up as the hours went by. The price in the morning is cheaper. Mid day it went up, after 3pm the price went up steeply, over 50% increased in price. This happened everyday, now we kind of know why the street were quiet in the evening. It's not worth taking the tram to hit streets.

I have a little chat with owner of the hostel today and found out that the shops close early because there are not enough people to do serious shopping to help the businesses bring in the cash. Eventually, the shop owners decided that it was not worth keeping late hours and close early to go home.

Well tomorrow it's going to be another intensive day, I'll be meeting my very talented, warm and interesting classmates again. These ladies are very gifted in their own right, they are already receiving messages or tuning in to the reading and seeing aura. I can't remember if I can do all that when I first did this course. I'm impressed, and totally blown away by their gifts and of course humbled. There are so much more to learn and to learn from. You never know who's going to be your teacher.


~ grace your [life] with light